Jewelz-n-Spensive

What do people usually say in these ??? Age ? Rank ? and Serial number ?? Well...let me see .... I am OLD. Older than I ever figured on being that's for sure !! I just turned 50. However, I still feel 13 only a bit more confused now then I was back then. Hard to believe, I know. (That I could be even MORE CONFUSED that is) ! The "Spensive" part after the hyphen in the Jewelz-n-Spensive is my 4 year old Lhasa who was named correctly "Mr. Expensive" when he was tiny because he has had $10,000 in surgeries thereby living up to his name. His shorter name is Spense and his nic-name is either Spinny or Spin. I tell him all the time: "Spin, Spin, the trouble we're in !"


I live in a big...not so fancy at all, house in Fall Creek, Oregon with 3 dogs. I have a Lhasa Apso who is my heart, and a boxer who thinks I'm her's and a wiener dog who spends her life nose-down butt-up digging incessantly.

I am married and have been for 19 years however, my husband spends most of his time not speaking to me so we live on different floors of this house and know nothing about each other. I am thinking that I should be smarter than this but obviously...that isn't the case ! However... I would bet that by September 2012 we will not be together any more. (That would be our 20th anniversary). I never wanted things to be this way.

I AM SAD ALL THE TIME.

I know I prob. should not put that in a bio. but that is what is always in my heart and on my mind so it's kind of hard not to mention it. I wanted my "Happily Ever After" dont'cha know? We never know what day will be our last and I love being alive and just can not fathom all the wasted time and energy it takes to carry on in this particular way. It's like: "Can't we please just get along and be happy" ?? Unfortunately, I am the only one that sees things this way in this house so...here I sit...ALONE.

I own my own business and I am in sales. I am awesome at the sales part of it but I completely suck at being a business owner. I am not disciplined enough nor do I care about money enough and I am competitive with no competition which should be a very good reason why I haven't yet excelled at this particular under-taking of self employment. I am glad I started my own company and I am still going to keep doing what I'm doing only I am going to try to get better at it until, eventually, I even get GREAT at it ! I like being my own boss and couldn't work for somebody else again without getting fired !!! lol

I have 3 grown daughters.


I have a wonderful Momma whom I like, respect and love with all my heart !!! I wouldn't trade her for anyone or anything. I just met my Dad and my brother, Jesse, and I am totally impressed with my little brother and proud to call him mine but I am not so sure about my father. I reserve my right to comment at a later date. So far, although to hear him tell it he's a great father, I have yet to even receive a birthday card. So there it is there !!!

I thought I was a Pisces my whole first 48 years on this planet but then I was enlightened to the fact that I am, in fact, an Aries. March 21 1961 is supposed to be my real birthday but.....???? I really don't know when my birthday is for certain now, so I think that is what "mid-life crisis" means ??!! (you never realize how many times a day a person uses their birthday until you don't know what yours is !!!)

I am not an artist at all...I just doodle and I love art and graphics of all kinds. I am currently trying to get the hang of being able to do some kind...ANY KIND of art on a computer. I drew the sun with a mouse because that's all I have. It's not all that easy either ! I've heard about those sketching boards and pens for a computer but have never actually seen one so... for now, a mouse is what I have to work with.

When I was little I used to watch Buck Rogers on TV and my friends all thought it was Buck that I liked when in actuality it was the planes that I was watching. The ones that used to roll when they came out ???!!! I always wanted to fly fighter jets when I grew up but, to date, I guess I haven't grown up because I am still not flying any planes !!! I probably never will but I do still intend to go hand gliding one day. I was always obsessed with flying. I fly in my dreams.

I am concerned about the prediction of what December 21, 2012 will bring. and I sincerely hope we all live through it. I also think it is extraordinary that I will be alive (I am assuming) to see what, if anything, comes to pass at that time.

I am a believer in most everything super-natural... ghosts and spirits and time travel and tarot and runes (although they aren't "super-natural") but if it is something that the masses do not believe in...then you can bet I probably do believe !!!

I have a handful of good friends that I have had the pleasure of having for many years but for the most part, I am a loner up to an including in my own home. That's why I have plenty of time to type this boring bio. !! lol So, with that said, I am going to end this by just saying "thank you " to anybody who actually took time out of your life to read it or to look at any of my doodles. I hope you don't feel like it was a complete waste of time !?!

Jewelz and Spinny